As soon as
Natia got up to speak this is what happened.
People left.
In disgust,
Apparently.
As soon as
Natia had finished speaking this is what happened.
There was a
mass exodus.
From 73 - 36
37 people
felt tricked,
And were
revolted,
Apparently.
37 people
felt betrayed,
And utterly
hoodwinked,
Apparently.
Now,
apparently,
(And they
mean this as the highest form of insult)
I am a
lesbian,
Have always
been a lesbian
And the
whole event was designed
To humiliate
them.
Natia said
nothing that was controversial. I wish
she had.
She said
nothing that would be out of place in a Citizenship lesson in any school in the
UK.
What she
said was thoughtful, informative, non-aggressive and honest.
What she said.
I was there
May 17th 2012
When 10,000
priests tried to kill me and 49 of my friends.
She said,
I was there
May 17th 2012
When the
mini-bus I was bundled into by police officers
Who had, before this point, stood by and watched
until it was clear we would be trampled underfoot,
was rocked,
side to side by a priest
With broken
teeth
And wild
eyes who beat at the glass until it shattered
And I
thought,
I am only 24
years old.
She said,
Please look
at me.
Please see
me as a person.
See me for
me, not for my sexuality.
She said,
See, my
tears are real,
Hear, my
sobs they chime to the same bells
That call
you to church each day.
Here, take
my hand,
Link arms
with me,
I am warm, I
am real,
I am me.
She said,
My mother
loves me,
My father
too, my brother loves me
My sister,
my sister’s children, all love me.
I don’t want
you to love me, or even like me
I just want
you to stop beating me up
Slamming me
down
Killing me.
What have I
done to you?
Is it my
mere existence you hate so much?
Is it
because I am a lesbian?
Is it
because I am a woman?
Is it
because I am not you?
She said,
I am
Georgian and I am proud.
Please see
me.
Please hear
me.
I am a proud
to be a Georgian woman
I am
Proud.
37 left
36 stood up
to applaud.
Oh Yeah…
What she said.
I was proud
of her, and of the choir members who stayed and sang, unifying all our
remaining voices together in traditional folk song. To them I will always be
truly grateful.
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